What do we do when our place of provision dries up?
There are many now who have been released from their jobs and their regular paycheck. Even with the hope of the stimulus package, there are many who are counting their bills and mouths to feed against what they have available and recognize it’s not enough.
What do we do when there is no paycheck coming?
Years ago my husband and I moved back to America after living, working, and ministering in China for several years. We had nothing to our names really. We had to get place to live, furniture, a car and more. We were like kids just moving out of their parent’s home starting life, only we were in our thirties with a small family.
We were still doing ministry and working, but were essentially living on a China budget in America. Translated: we didn’t have enough. Not nearly enough for even our modest living situation.
It was hard not to be afraid and angry. I remember having plenty of arguments with God during that challenging season as I reminded Him through tears of our faithful service. While most of our friends were buying nice homes and cars and building up their nest eggs, we had been serving overseas. And THIS was how God took care of us?
I remember one day complaining to a good friend. I told her how I had been praying, and that God hadn’t answered our prayers for more provision.
“You’re not praying,” she responded gently. “You’re complaining. Why don’t you dig in the Word and find every promise you can about His provision and begin to pray them out rather than continuing to whine about your situation?” she finished. That is a word that only a close friend can give. It stung, but I recognized she was right.
She gave me the kick in the pants I needed. I did exactly what she instructed and began to dig into the Word. I wrote out every Scripture I could find about God’s provision. And you know what? They were everywhere.
My times of prayer changed from complaining to scriptural declarations:
Thank you Lord that in times of famine we will have abundance.
I trust you that just as you took care of the children of Israel when they were in Egypt and released them with the silver and the gold, so you are releasing us into a time of abundance, not lack.
Thank you God, that your Word says that You supply all of our needs according to Your glorious riches in Christ Jesus.
I know that ALL things work together for our good because You have my best interest in mind.
I have been young and now I am older, but I have never seen your children begging for bread.
It’s impossible to fill our heads and hearts with words of promise from the Bible and not be affected and changed. As I quit complaining and began declaring, fear and anger were replaced with peace and expectancy.
Did the situation change overnight? No. In fact, there were about another two years in which we had a $2000 gap in our budget every month. During that time we did everything we knew to do. My husband worked long hours at a physically demanding, low-paying job NOT in his field of education, but it was what was available. With two young children five and under, and a newborn, I looked for and took any kind of work I could do from home. I pinched pennies harder than Scrooge and learned some amazing ways to stretch a dollar and always shopped double-discount days. And of course, we continued to pray and declare His Word. We were changing even if I didn’t see immediate change in what was coming in.
I used to joke during that time that I couldn’t even buy a McDonald’s hamburger and split it 3 ways for my kids. That was completely true. But a greater truth was…He DID supply somehow, every single month.
During that season, we never missed a house payment or car payment. We never missed a meal. I still look back and shake my head because I can tell you the numbers didn’t add up. We shouldn’t have made it. But we did. There was no excess, but there was enough.
We personally met Jehovah Jireh, our Provider.
I share this because I want you to know that He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. If He did it for me back then, He can do it for you today. He doesn’t change.
What did the widow of Zarephath do when she looked into the pot of flour and jug of oil and there was only enough to make a small cake for her and her son? She had no husband to provide for her. No family. The situation looked completely hopeless.
Elijah said to her, “Don’t be afraid. Go home and do as you have said. But first make a small loaf of bread for me from what you have and bring it to me, and then make something for yourself and your son. For this is what the Lord, the God of Israel, says: ‘The jar of flour will not be used up and the jug of oil will not run dry until the day the Lord sends rain on the land.’”
She went away and did as Elijah had told her. So there was food every day for Elijah and for the woman and her family. For the jar of flour was not used up and the jug of oil did not run dry, in keeping with the word of the Lord spoken by Elijah ( I Kgs 17:13-16).
The provision wasn’t cash in her mailbox, but came as an opportunity as the Prophet Elijah asked her for the very last flour and oil she had.
I’m not telling you to give everything away right now. What I am saying is to look for God in the opportunities He will provide. Because He will.
The widow used the last of her flour and oil to make him a small meal. She gave her last and her best. And when she did, she released an unending supply of flour and oil that provided for her, her son and the prophet during the season of famine. Her willingness to walk by faith and give in the time of utter lack became the key to her provision. This isn’t the time to horde in fear. This is about trusting God to provide and watch for the opportunities to share and give with others. It’s not a time to stop tithing. Our giving releases resources.
We have to remember that God just doesn’t think or work the way we do. We see that in the Scripture below:
One person gives freely, yet gains even more; another withholds unduly, but comes to poverty (Prv 11:24).
I want to encourage you today, that no matter what situation you are facing, God is bigger. I’ve been there and I know. May I encourage you as my close friend did to me years ago, don’t spend your time angry or fearful, complaining to God. Instead begin to speak out and declare His promises over your family, situation, and over our nation. Could it be that just as He did for the widow woman, just as he did for me and my family years ago, that He is able to do the same for you now?
He is able, because that is how He works and who He is.
This time in history isn’t as much about our paycheck not coming as it is an opportunity to go deeper in our walk with Him and learn what promises He has already made. Let us begin to listen to what He wants to say in this hour and begin to declare His promise of provision over our families and nation. May this be an opportunity that we get to know Him more intimately as our Provider. https://www.ifapray.org/blog/what-do-we-do-when-the-paycheck-stops-coming/